My sister's husband, a NICU nurse, accompanied us to the hospital. The nurses checked Julia for about an hour, and the anesthesiologist and surgeon both checked in with us. Dr. Galantowicz (surgeon) kindly said to our baby, "Julia, we have a date!" Julia hadn't eaten since 9pm the night before, but she was still so sweet and happy. She is just the sweetest little baby. The nurses told us she had "won" the cutest baby award of the morning for being so sweet and happy, and they gave her a new toy. She was able to have any comfort objects we wanted her to have, so she had her blanket, a stuffed owl, and her pacifier with her as went she went back in to the operating room.
I felt very energetic and calm right up until I handed Julia to the nurse in the operating room at. I started to cry, and Julia, who had been so happy up until that time, immediately started to cry upon seeing my tears. Such a sensitive little girl. We had seen this several times with Natalie, where Natalie would cry loudly about something and Julia would then cry, but this was the first time that I realized she was paying attention to my emotions. I may have tensed and shed tears, but I was quiet - and still, my sensitive little daughter reacted to how I was feeling. So very precious.
Natalie and Aunt Sarah playing in the snow at home |
(12/13/13 update: photos removed as seeing them is too painful for us.)
Getting to see her in the Cardiothoracic ICU was not nearly as traumatic as I expected. She looked so much better than we had anticipated, and her incision is only about 1.5" long and perfect. I expect more bruising and swelling to occur later, but for now she just looks like she has a ton of wires coming in and out of her. One of the best things was how much she recognized us right away; she opened her eyes more and more and paid close attention to where mom and dad were. We didn't expect that, either.
Tonight we are monitoring several things closely, so here are something things you can pray for.
1. The heart block: Julia's heart isn't beating on its own yet; it is being stimulated by an external pacemaker. We want it to start beating on its own within a week. If that doesn't happen, then they will probably insert a pacemaker, which equals at least another week in the ICU. This is a common thing, and the surgeon was optimistic that it will resolve on its own.
2. Julia's breathing: she's still adjusting to her new breathing status. Before, her lungs were used to a very different volume/pressure of blood coming through. Then she had to endure a ventilator and a bypass machine, and coming out of sedation doesn't help. So she has a nasal cannula in that gives off a fairly high pressure of air in to her nose so that she can breathe correctly. Again, this is pretty common.
3. Julia's chest tube: this tube empties blood that has accumulated around her heart. Her chest tube has been clearing more blood than they would like, so they are giving her some blood components in order to try and stabilize the wound and bleeding.
Thank you for the update, Christine! Give sweet Julia some love from the Zielke family!
ReplyDeleteYes thanks for doing this blog and for the update so that we know how to pray for you guys and Julia! Phew I don't know how you do it watching your daughter go through that. I'll be praying for your emotions and peace of mind. So glad the surgery went well.
ReplyDeleteyour details are amazing, I feel like I could be there and feel all your emotions.God has blessed you with great strength Christine, God will bring you all through this and your family will be healthy again soon !!
ReplyDeleteoh christine…..i am amazed at your strength. God has this sweet baby in your care because you have always been faithful. He gave you this wonderful gift because of the faith He has in you to take care of her. what a blessed baby. i will continue to pray and please continue to update as you can. i will pray constantly. please know we love you!!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your description of the procedure and of the day, Christine. I am drawn to pray for you, and Julia, and the family every morning and night. Julia is beautiful!
ReplyDeleteHere at the IAA we are so happy to read about the good report. All our well wishes and prayers are with you!
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